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i dont want to criticize the papers the exam but i seriously dont like o level papers.
for bio, the questions were so straight forward. i looked at the first question, couldn't believe that they just asked us to fill in chromosomal number of gametes. and i was hoping there is some tricks. like to test us the difference between chromosomal number and DNA content. but i stared at it for a while. realised that it is just 23. haploid number. ??? for a while and then very reluctantly moved on
and there were quite a few questions on definition. pollination. i wrote 1 line at first. then so kiasu that went to define self pollination and cross pollination. arghhhh. and one graph cost you 5 marks. O.O blood clot process cost around 4-5 marks too O.O i stupidly forgot thrombokinase. i knew i forgot sth. but i wrote clacium ions and vitamin k. argghhh whatever la
ppl around me, especially sbc ppl, wrote so much that they had to ask for extra paper. come to think about it, i seriously should have written much more.(if i can remember more). the bell curve is gonna be very bad you know. =(((( i wont be surprised if i dont get an a1. but i will be damn sad!
and the first thing miss tan shouted after lit paper was "the paper was SUPER easy right?!! very bad you know!!!" come and scare people some more. well, i have tried my best. but i screwed up ss. like the worst sbq i have ever done this year. studied globalization (luckily didnt tiang on venice only. but i did study venice). but didnt know how to do the sbq! so hard. always throw the candidates some booboo. i was so sad that i didnt even get to apply all that i have learnt in school. had been scoring quite high this year. but this time.... sian.
a1s for humanities are at risk. geog wasnt too good either. i have tried my best too. the day before my mum called me i was telling her dunno how i will do for geog. and she said "you seemed to be very weak in geog since quite long ago. why didnt you do sth about it?" then i so 惭愧 didnt know what to say. come on i have tried my best this time. i am mugging for geog2! determined to do well
but need to say a big big thank you to miss ho for buying us lunch almost everyday when we have afternoon papers! so nice. canteen stalls werent opened and i thought we would have trouble buying lunch since we need the last few hours to chiong for the next paper. thank you miss ho!
ok enough ranting and complaining about o's. i hope a levels would be better. qu du shu le byebye.
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| O LEVEL STARTS TOMORROW!!!!
*SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSS*
ENGLISH PAPER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
*CONTINUES SCREAMING*
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| It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you | | |
| you snap i snap. and boom. there goes everything. seems complicated but it is this simple.
this kind of shit always happen when you get too close to someone. somehow friendship gets more vulnerable when two get closer. how ironic. ok maybe that only happens to me and maybe a few ppl around me.
hmm, my point is, i should just learn to keep a distance from everyone. not that i am blocking everyone out. i should just learn to control myself. i shouldnt expect too much from ppl. expect them to tolerate the real me. the real me who snaps so easily. no one can fully accept my character i think. i really have to keep a distance, constantly remind myself to control myself. i will try to change. err, to become a better person.
掏心掏肺，到头来还不是一场空？
baccalaureate service tomorrow. oh my goodness. 4 years just flew past can you believe that? today mr lim was like "ok for the last time, thank you class!" so drama and shocked everyone. no more physics lessons. no more lit lessons. no more amath. no more emath. no more ss. no more mr lim's lame jokes and physics qns. no more mrs lim's nagging about us not listening to her or picking on jacq. no more sleeping during geog or english(that explains why i suck at those two subjects) no more miss tan blabbering about stuff that is not related to lit at all................. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW.
i am already starting to miss mgs. everything about mg! 4O/assembly/chapel/lessons/teachers/schoolmates/concerts/st. luke/longest day/founder's day/camps/ROCS/pe lessons/sports complex (my favourite place)/lecture theatre/auditorium/canteen. the feeling of not wanting to leave mg just grow stronger and stronger each day and i think it will just burst tomorrow. i will cry tomorrow! i can imagine myself crying already.
and now then i realise how much the ac family has influenced me and how much i want to stay in this big family. two more years in acjc might fulfill my wish, but on the other hand, it will also makes my tie with the ac family even stronger. pros and cons. i will weigh them again when i get my result. focus on o' levels.
and tmr i will be standing in the concourse and singing the school song for one last time. did i ever mention how much i love the school song? the beautiful melody and lyrics. i like this two lines the best:
down through the years our memories will keep a loving place
for friendships made and pleasures shared, and lessons learned apace
today our hearts confess the debt we owe,
the love we hold for our dear MGS.
i still remember my first year in mg. i always believe that i am not a christian, i am not brought up in a typical rich ac family, i am not as articulate as all the other girls, i do not possess the mgs spirit, and hence, i do not belong here. but somehow, the love towards mg just slowly grow in me and at the end of the day, i just wish that i have a longer time in mg. oh no i am getting totally emotional. and this post is getting a bit too long. so i shall just stop here. i believe i will have more to write tomorrow.
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空白白的 白天又混浊变黑
怕遇到谁 那无用的安慰
白白的 赤裸的心会很容易碎
落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪
好想把自己也砸个粉碎
都摧毁才能给我一丝欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你平白地咬一口
再多的爱也不够 呜~
都不够 不够 超完美 伤口
angela chang is finally back after one year and eight months. her new song totally reignite my love for her. love her songs, love the lyrics, love her voice, love her looks, love her personality.
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